What if?

I sit there wondering
What if...
What if I had not taken the road less traveled,
What if I had not followed my instincts,
What if I had killed my heart's desires,
What if I had chosen a path that was graveled;
Would the struggle be any different?

I sit there pondering
What if..
What if I had followed the herd
What if I had agreed with the dirt
What if I hadn't called them absurd;
Would then i triumph?

I sit there speculating
What if..
What if I had taken the oars in the lake of fake,
What if I had swallowed hypocrisy like a cake,
What if I hadn't fought injustice,
What if I had surrendered to the prejudice;
Would have i still lost the game?

And now i sit here deducing
Like a solitary ship on an island abandoned,
I would have won the battle,
says a whisper in my head..
But I would have lost myself.
 

Because it's You..

With you
the insanities seem sane
the weird talks seem normal
confused paths look sorted
the world feels safe
you lighten up my days
brighten my nights
wipe away my worries
With you around
i know il b fine
only because
Its you...

Seasons of life..

It is said that the best moments in life happen when you least expect them.They say that the best days start out as normal days,it is up to you to identify them and seize them and live in the moment because the thing about the best moments, the best days is that they don't last forever...
At one point you have everything you can wish for and have possibly dreamt of.Life feels like a fairytale.Like a perfect fairytale where dreams come true and you can't stop smiling and thanking the mighty power that is making it happen...
You have a perfect family, a perfect job, perfect friends, a perfect partner and all the happiness in the world which sums up to having a perfect life. That is the time when you can't wait for tomorrow because you expect it to be bright and shiny just like the present..But then the mighty wind blows..the hurricane,which disrupts your bright sunny life,which crashes your success,which uproots your relationships and the worst,destroys your faith!And now you are left hopeless like a burning candle in the rains..you try hard to keep the flame on but you don't stand a chance against the winds and the rains of disappointment and failure.
You look back and try to figure out where things went wrong.You try your hardest to get back in the past so much so that you start living there,you start wishing you had seized those moments, you start running away from the miseries of the present,you start running away from the society,from the people once you termed your own..you start running away from life..
And then the hurricane fades leaving you broken,scarred and damaged.The sun rises from the clouds again but your wounds have not still healed,they pain,they burn but you still decide to stand, take another chance because even after what you can lose in a moment,there is always something that helps you hold yourself together..Maybe because you don't have a choice or maybe because you are just a human and you are designed that way or maybe because after a certain point you get used to the pain that everything else stops mattering..
Despite everything,at the end things go back to normal but the only difference this time is that you know that they won't be normal forever and you know that this is not the end but just a new beginning......

The Silent Battle

she stood there waiting

a lil voice in her heart whispered

he would come

but her mind told her otherwise..

reminded her of the pain inflicted and lies

an empty feeling gradually crept

upon her crushed heart which silently wept

the golden memories seemed only distant now

the unfulfilled promises and wows

depressed her even more

as the melancholy in the air grew..

she stood there thinking

what had gone wrong?

her heart wondered

if there was still some hope

but her mind showed her the crude reality..

she stood there crying

because she knew

it was time she moved on

her heart had lost again...

This is a small composition from hermione to Ron for my Hp fanfic.. its not really complete....

Somewhere, Some place, In the midst of nowhere,

is a world,

where you belong with me..

where there is you, me and 

our fantasies

where my mornings start with the blink of your bright twinkling eyes

where the moon drowns in your love scented arms..

where life isnt my biggest nemesis,

where we are free like the monsoon breeze,

to sing and dance as we please

where there are no wars and the world is at peace

Somewhere some place in d midst of nowhere,

i wonder if such a place exists....

The Other WOMAN

"Morning sleepy head,time to get up!!" He drew aside the curtains and i had sun rays touch my face. What a great feeling it is, getting up next to the person you love and getting to see his face right in the morning.I stretched and went out into the living room,our living room,only to find him making breakfast on the kitchen counter which is visible from the living room thanks to the lil window.I went and sat on the window panel thinking about the day when I had first met him.He was this tall man with prominent features and a handsome face,dressed to kill... And me, well I was a single meek girl who was lonely and helpless. He was like my knight in shining armour.The moment we looked at each other,something clicked. It was like we had a moment,it was what they call"LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!". He came close to where I was standing and took me to the adjacent park.It was like the best date ever.And then we went home,his home,which was soon to be mine too. His home was a cozy place which looked even better to me considering the fact that I didnt have proper luxuries like this man.I stayed for over a week.He didnt ask me to leave. I guess he needed company too.But then after a few days his wife had moved back into the house and she was shocked to see me.I personally feel that she was just jealous because i was more prettier than her.She yelled and screamed and threw tantrums.Him being a noble soul promised her that I would be in the other room.But the lady used to despise me.I was scared to eat whenever she cooked coz i feared that it might be poisoned.So I would usually eat out!

once i remember her coming home early and banging all the bought groceries on the table,She looked all worked up and i remember her telling someone that a party had been planned for the night...She saw me eavsdropping and forced me to leave and when I didnt she pushed me out of the house.According to her the party had to be perfect and for that I had to be out of it.I was locked out till he came and rescued me for the second time..by now i was really sure that he was the one and i could do anything for him...ANYTHING!He was irked by her inhumane behaviour and yelled at her and got me back in.He figured out that i was cold so he wrapped me up in a blanket,stroked my neck and put me to sleep..I pressed against him and purred my thanks!

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